I was supposed to meet someone very special this morning, someone who i believe, came into my life just to change me and to become a very important part of my destiny. Her name is “N”. I met her through facebook and within a week i had developed strong attraction towards her just like a metal has a powerful affinity for magnet. I have always been a shy person totally introvert and yeah i had been through some odd relationships that almost left me dead. So this was like a last try for me.

I boarded a train at 12:30 am in the night and went to Jodhpur without anyone’s knowledge. I reached Jodhpur at 6:30 am in the morning. I for the first time was worried about what should i wear. I took out a blue Tee with a white check shirt on it, a pair of jeans and my favourite Converse shoe. I didn’t shave that day because with spectacles and a clean shave she would have mistaken me as a geek or nerd. I got ready to look my best
and before leaving to meet her , I sprayed one of my favourite Deo cause someone said to me that ” Girls like guys who smell go
od.” “N” and i were supposed to meet at 7:00 am in front of her college gate. On my way there i looked for shops so that i could take chocolates for her and her friends. I was very nervous. I could almost feel the adrenaline rush throughout my body. “N” told me that she never liked the open hairs . On the other hand, I was so blindly in love that i loved everything about her but still I asked her to leave her hairs open for that day. My eyes were struck on the road from where she would be coming.. Seconda were like years. Eyes were ignoring everyone and everything. The cool breeze blowing was tickling me. Yes I was showing the signs of ” LOVARIYA”. A lot of questions were running in my small mind. How would she look? Would she ever consider dating me again?

My imagination broke as i saw a girl coming. It was “N”. She was like a soft ball , A total COOCHI COO. She wore a black top with a light blue jeans but what caught me off guard was her smile. She had a height shorter than me just the way i wanted her to be. I imagined if she puts her head on my chest, she would be able to clearly listen to my heart beats” hub dub”. She was looking for me and considering that i gave her a wave. She looked at me and i could feel my heart beating faster and my throat running dry. Her eyes were so magical, so alluring. They were like a sea outlined by the shore of thick black collossal. Her cheeks were like freshly baked soft buns and lips were like two petals of pink rose. We both had a blushy smileon our faces. Her hands were like cotton, they were so freaking soft and spongy.

We walked to SHASTRI CIRCLE. There we sat on a bench . It was then that i proposed and confessed my love for her on knees. Since i could not get her a rose so i gave her a teddy. She was speechless. I could see her blushing and it was the best moment . We sat there for a while hand in hand talking. I didn’t know what to do next. So we walked to the Multiplex and went for a movie. It was our first movie together. It was then that we hugged each other. Our lips met for the first time and we kissed. There we talked about everything.

Then we went to CCD. The aroma of coffee pierced into my nostrils. I pulled the gate for her. I found a seat for two and as a gentle man pulled the chair back and asked her to sit. I went to the cashier and placed the order. It was then again that i caught a quick glimpse of her smile. She really was looking adorable and i could swear that on my life. It was her smile that made my heart skip its beat. I held her hand and firmly pressed it. I noticed a blush appearing on her cheek. I started complementing her and she kept blushing and disapproving. Throughout our conversation I kept looking here and there but not at her cause deep within me i was going through million storms of excitement. Every time i made an eye contact with her, my little heart skipped a beat. Meanwhile our coffee came and we started sipping it. I confessed my feelings for her and told her how beautiful she is and small switch blade smile surfaced on her rosey pink lips. We now left CCD and it was time for her to go. I walked her to her hostel and said “I LOVE YOU “. She blushed and said the same thing to me. I saw her going away.

Till date , I haven’t forgotten that day. It was the most beautiful and special day of my life which I will cherish forever…

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Next morning i was at her place waiting for her to come out. And when she came i was like numb. I was paralyzed by her beauty . Unable to look anywhere else but towards her. She looked amazing as her hair flew in the air. Love was in the air. She is so perfect. I know she was happy to see me there. But i was unhappy as my surprise went in vain But still there were several other surprises that she didn’t expect. It was the scrapbook that i made for her. I wouldn’t describe that scrapbook as it was meant for her and only her. I just hope that she liked it. It took me two whole month to make that scrapbook. God what was i thinking.I know i really am a nutcase but what can i do i love her so much na!!

Later We watched movie together . Movie was kind of funny and she was laughing like hell. I just loved to see her that way. If it was upto me, then i would have froze that moment there itself but unfortunately it wasn’t. I hated it though as never saw me during the moviie. but it was still good And i loved to see her that way.Then we went to CCD where a CHOCOLATE FANTASY CAKE was already ordered by our common friend.I really wanna thank the friend of ours for helping me. We celebrated her birthday there. We talked and talked and talked. I didn’t wanted this moment to end. But one doesn’t have control over the time. I was sad . But still i was happy seeing her happy. HEY GIRL THIS ONE IS AGAIN FOR YOU. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

LOVE!!!!

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Girls love surprises, I’d always heard.. so I thought of surprising her..
What could have been a better gift?? 

I called her on 6th Jan…
And I said, “Sorry.. I have to leave for Kolkata.. I won’t be there on 8th… em so sorry”

Though she didn’t want me to leave, but she could not say anything besides no problem..
I could clearly sense the disappointment in her voice..

I boarded a train for Kolkata..
But then, I deboarded it at Jaipur and went to Jodhpur .

It was 7th Jan..
I called her from there..
Saying that a friend of mine would come to give her something on the 8th, morning..
Though she lived in a hostel and it was next to impossible for her to get out so early, yet she didn’t deny..

Everything was going according to my plan..

She sneaked out of hostel escaping the sight of many 

Another cold morning it was..
But the day was special, infact the most special day of my life 

I called her up 
And said,
‘I’m so sorry but my friend won’t be able to come”

She started shouting 
“What’s this haan? I cane from the hostel just for you.. and your friend didn’t evn come.. now what?? I can’t go back now..”
She was almost in tears..
And I could clearly sense, that gloom wasn’t because my friend wasn’t there, but because I wasn’t with her..

I asked, “What if someone else comes in place of my friend??”

“Who?” She asked..

“Nikhil” I said..

“Who Nikhil????” She asked confusingly 

“Your love, Nikhil” I said 

“But thats impossible.. you’re in Kolkata” she said.

“Really?? Turn around” I said 

She turned around slowly..
And came running and hugged me  ..
I finally felt warm 
She was in tears now, tears of happiness 
We enjoyed the day to the fullest..
And this was the most memorable day of my life.

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 A Heart Melting Story 

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. Shen was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m Just too shy, and I don’t know why…

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m Just too shy, and I don’t know why…

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade. We made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over. I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t think of me like that, and I knew it. Then she said-Shad the best time, “thanks!’ and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to know that I don’t want to be just friends. I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why…

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month and before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an – angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m Just too shy, and I don’t know why…

A Few Years later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl Is getting married now… I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see like that, and I knew it. Before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek.

I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

“I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m Just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too…”

I thought to myself, and I cried.

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